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hi im amanda and im 18

i like to write poetry ( its a passion of mine) and i like listening to good songs with good lyrics. i do draw artwork although im not that good at drawing.
a short poem to explain who i am:

Who am I ?
I’m the 1 ur momma warned u about
The one u need to live without.
I play by no rules but I still play fair
Im still single but I don’t care
I party hard with my gr8 friends
Last 2 leave when the party ends
I’ve fort wars and I bear the scars
I’ve shed too many tears but lets not go that far
I hate people who waste my time,
But if you wanna no more drop me a line.


im a big chattabox so be warned this will be a long profile filled with junk i copied and pasted. i like hanging round with my friends and what a great bunch of friends they are! i dont like people who dont get to the point in conversations and i dont like wastin time. i luv 2 party! i hate filling in profiles.
if u wanna no more bout me just email me or sumfin

Random thingz bout yerself....

Where was your default picture taken?
um i dunno... i just found it.

What's your middle name?
Louise!

Your current relationship status?
Single and ready to mingle!

Does your crush like you back?
no

What's your mom's maiden name?
Checkley

At LEAST 3 of your all time favorite movies?
Little Nicky
grease ( yeah yeah i like grease so what)
scary movie 1

If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
yeah but i aint telling you wat i'd go bk for!

What are your plans for tomorrow?
plotting how to rid the world of mistletoe, romantic gifts and that sickly look couples get when they're hopelessly in love. mwahahahaha

Ever had a near death experience?
yeah i almost got run over plenty of times!

Something you do a lot?
Listen to music and sleep!

Last movie you've seen in the theater?
aint been for a while. Click was the last film i saw

Who can you tell anything to?
my second cousin and second cousin in law and my mate hannah

Name someone with the same birthday as you?
daniel radcliffe (harry potter actor) my little 5 year old sis shares her birthday with gerard! not fair! im soo jealous

When was the last time you cried?
ages ago

If you could have one super power what would it be?
Mind power so i could know wat other people thought about me.

What's the first thing you notice about the preffered sex?
their smile

What do you usually order from Starbucks?
emmmm...Vanilla Coffee!

Favorite Food?
full english breakfast made by my dad

Favorite color?
GREEN, and RED and BLACK!

Favorite Number?
7 ( my room numba)

Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
errm yeah scooby doo

Do you speak any other language?
some french

What's your favorite smell?
Lynx mens deoderant!

Describe your life in one word - what would it be?
struggle

Do you have any tattoos?
nah but i want loads

What are you looking forward to at the moment?
the end of the day so i can SLEEP!

What are you thinking about right now?
the answers to these stupid questions...DUH! ermm also I WANT SLEEP! LOL

Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
my mate hannah

If you could have any last name in the world, what would it be?
Iero you can geuss why. hahaha not sure really

Do you act differently around the person you like?
not really

What is your natural hair color?
brown

Who was the last person to make you cry?
my mate vicki coz she was being a b**ch towards me

Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty
single and flirty

Would you still kiss your ex?
yes

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes.....

do u believe that there are certain chances when cheating is ok?
Fuck no!...........thats just stupid

have u ever cheated on ur bf/gf?
UNFORTUNATELY yes!

Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
yeah i told my mates i dont want marriage for a long time unless i was getting married to frank. hahahahahahaha cheesey and random

Do you want kids?
HELL YES not just yet though

How many?
5 kids!

Would you consider adoption?
yeah

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yeah definitely

Do you want someone you can't have?
WHO DOESNT

Have you fallen in love?
yeah with the music of MCR

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
yeah...........romantic, unless i'm single then i hate seeing people celebrate their love, it makes me feel lonely

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
NO.... you should always be your self!..even if you are a nerd!

Is it a good day?
When is it ever?

Have you ever broken a heart before?
I sure have! I DIDNT WANT TO THOUGH

Does your ex still have feelings for you?
yeah

Do you believe in long distant relationships?
yes.... iv had many!...

Do you still talk to the person you last had a thing for?
yeah

Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
yeah once or twice

Do you miss anyone?
yes my nan and my uncle john

Have you ever gone to court?
nope

What cities have you lived in?
just birmingham

What's the last piercing you got?
um......3rd ear lobe piercing

When was the last time you drove more than 15 minutes?
um..........i dont remember!

Have you ever thrown up from drinking?
yep and i had to clean it up while i was still drunk! wasn't fun!

Are you scared to die?
no.

Why aren't or are you scared of death?
i'm obsessed with death! and i know death will be a release for me from my life!

Toilet papered someones house?
nope didnt see the point

Have you ever had a crush on your brother or sister's friends?
yeah, i got a crush on one of his older friends now.

Have you ever gone to a beach?
yeah loads i prefer hills and valleys though.

Do you remember your music teacher's name from elementary school?
miss buckler

How good is your eyesight?
i'm near sighted.

Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
I would love too!... sharks are awesome aminals

What would you say if I told you I was in love with your brother?
i'd say " you must be blind coz he's an ugly mexican midget!"

Have you ever been out of your country?
kind of. went isle of wight once

Have you seen your best friend(s) naked?
yh

What's the best wedding you've been to?
my second cousins

Would your parents be mad if you got arrested for fighting?
WELL YEAH!

Do you have a Honda, Toyota or Nissan?
none

What's the last dream you can remember?
my bro's mate put his arm around me to comfort coz his 17 year old mate was my boyfriend and he cheated on me! (ok that ones months old, still leavin it there tho) the most recent one is that im getting chased by a serial killer dressed as a freaky clown and he kills all my friends and lets me live. 18/11/08

Why + who did you last hold hands with?
my mate hannah for a laugh

When was the last time you were really sick?
ages and ages ago

What's in your back pocket?
nuffin

Do you want to be married right now?
NOPE......im to young to marry the one i want!

Do you wear colored contacts?
i wish i could afford them!

Do you always have your phone next to you?
nope

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
crying in the corner like an emo kid!... trying to get to sleep

What do you usually do first in the morning?
lie in my bed until i know i gotta get up becoz i'm gonna be late

would u eva skinny dip?
dunno mite do it once to see wat its like.


What does your name mean?
A : You like to drink
M : Great in bed
A : You like to drink
N: you like to drink A LOT
D : one in a million
A : You like to drink

thats soo true!

What does your name mean
A : You like to drink
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H:You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : Great in bed.
N: you like to drink ALOT.
O: awesome kisser
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way)
S : Easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You are really silly.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Great in bed.
Z : Always ready.......

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My Chemical Romance Commandments:
1. Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head.

2. Thou shall be willing to die for love.

3 Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you.

4. Thou shall be a demolition lover.

5. Thou shall unleash the bats.

6. Thou shall protect thy lover from everything [even vampires]

7. Thou shall respect the lord, Gerard.

8. Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance.

9. Thou shall see beauty in bloody love.

10. Thou shall rock hard.

------A real MCR fan:
1.Real M.C.R fans know more songs than Welcome to the Black Parade.

2.Real M.C.R fans know Gerard Way's brother's name

3.Real M.C.R fans shout 'YES!' when one of their songs comes on.

4.Real M.C.R fans punch their cousins/brothers/parents/friends for dissing Gerard's hair.

5.Real M.C.R fans know the names of everyone in the band and what they do.

6.Real M.C.R fans shop for hours just to find a jacket like the band's have for a M.C.R concert.

7.Real M.C.R fans have this on their profile.


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all true mcr fans have this on their profile!!!!


my favourite quotes
' no-one ever died for my sins in hell as far as i can tell' - jesus of surburbia by greenday

'another line without a hook' - im not okay by my chemical romance random quote

'we are the unwilling doing the impossible for the ungrateful.' - random quote

'someone that you think that you can trust is just another way to die' - alicia keys


why don't you check out my poems?